- lil` fairy -` *

Sunday, August 31, 2008

:(
reformatted my lappy ytd.

most of the things are gone..
including my little bee cursor!

so i went googling on "Sanrio cursors",
hoping to find my little bee cursor..

but when i click on the 1st/2nd searches,
one of them turned out to be some spyware again!
-___-

really very very very unlucky..
dunno why recently keep meeting all these hackers, virus, spyware and all the rubbish.
gahhhhhhh.

my lappy is a stranger to me now..
from my soulmate to a stranger..

its so empty,
my little bee cursor is missing,
and all the software,
my iTunes playlist,
are all GONE.

i'll never trust my lappy to someone else anymore.
never know what he(or she) does/did to it..

once bitten, twice shy.

:(

feeling so depressed lately.
because of..
my laptop;
cant find a holiday job;
the period of the month is here
(i threw away my favourite roxy shorts because it was so messed up!);
some family matters;
falling sick
(during the start of the holidays againnn...).

yup.
nothing seems to make me happy now.

not even shopping!
went shopping ytd but my head so was pain.

HOLIDAYS are here,
but i dont feel the excitement..
haha
its the very first time.

feel like going on a holiday trip..
to 散散心.
hee

but all the adults are busy with work,
they're not free to entertain me.

i realised i'm the only one not bringing any income to the family.
hahahaha
even sis is working,
although her pay is miserable.
:x
but luckily i'm the smallest spender.
:)

holidays are boring..
but its much better than having to attend classes.
:p

i love sleeping!
slept until 1pm today,
and i took an afternoon nap from 4 to 9.
:D

raine`
@ 1:06 AM

_______________lil`fairy (:______________