- lil` fairy -` *

Friday, October 8, 2010

hellooooooo again!

no more internet connection at home again,
using prepaid internet now,
which is frigging ex :(

but exams are in a month's time,
i need to start studying too.

46 days to HOME SWEET HOME :) :) :)
i miss my dad, my mum, my sis, my relatives!
(only mentioned that i miss my friends in the previous post hehe)

anyway, my cussie and aunt visited me last week over the mid-sem break!!
sooooo happy seeing them here down under ^^

had great fun!!!
made a short trip to Sydney as well,
and it was sooooooo cold there omg.
wasnt prepared for it at all.

met up with another cousin who's studying there,
and we all feel that he matured alot.
hmmm what about me?
i think i'm still pretty much the same.
the same old spoilt brat.
haha :/

when i parted with my cussie and aunt on the cab,
i felt so helpless!
felt abandoned.
tears in my eyes that everything was so blur.
felt so lost at the domestic airport,
where it was my very first time taking a flight alone.
dunno where to go,
and was sooo late for check-in already lol.
i reached the airport at 230 while the flight was scheduled to fly at 3pm.

all was well though!
i felt i'm more independent now :D
and this very nice guy sitting beside me helped me with my really heavy hand-carry luggage.

back to brissy,
back to 'home'.
where i had a really wierd feeling.
like i'm supposed to be home,
but i'm not really home.

yea back to reality again.
back to school!

lectopia is finally working on my lappy!
lectopia shall be my best friend till the end of exams.

cause i dunno why i'm such a slow learner.
nothing much goes into my head during lecture.
need to listen to something for a few times before i can understand.
so dead.

my mid-sem results were disappointing.
although my parents thought it was pretty well,
but i felt i could have done better.
maybe its because of the stress due to the fees involved.
guilty for spending so much of my parents' savings studying here,
yet cant produce good results.

sigh.
since i'm not born smart,
i shall put in more effort then!
put lectopia on repeat mode.
hahaha.

but the chances of falling asleep are much higher listening to lectopia as compared to attending lectures!
:/

raine`
@ 7:25 PM

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